allys.euphoria

THE BELOVED’S REQUEST
“My beloved spoke, and said to me:
Rise up, my love, my fair one,
And come away.
For lo, the winter is past,
The rain is over and gone.
The flowers appear on the earth;
The time of singing has come,
And the voice of the turtledove
Is heard in our land.
The fig tree puts forth her green figs,
And the vines with the tender grapes
Give a good smell.
Rise up my, my love, my fair one,
And come away!”
SONG OF SOLOMON 2:10-14

 i had the most spectacular dream about being taken up!!! i think it was on march 11th that He gave me the dream, which was so real!!! it happened while i was just napping. the dream took place here in my room. i was standing in front of my stereo when i looked all of a sudden and i saw all this glowing green art of mayan and egyptian things on all the walls. there was a lot of the all seeing eye too. i was freaking out because i don’t like that stuff of course so i ran out of the bedroom and down the hall to the foot of the stairs and saw my cousin Jasmine standing at the top of the stairs. there were lots of people at the house for some reason, like a party. i told Jasmine to come into my room because wanted to show her what was going on. she went in first and as she was looking at the walls i was looking at her to discern her reaction. when she turned to me her eyes where very sunken in and glowing green, it was so scary. i told her that i was scared and she said she was scared to LOL and i told her firmly that we needed to get down on our knees and pray for God to protect us and to take these things away. so as we both got onto our knees i just began praying aloud, very loud, for the both of us. i was saying “please dear God, please Father cover us in Your holy blood right now, protect us from what is happening here” and i kept praying things of that sort when all of a sudden i felt this huge presence come around my entire body. i could see like a force field of protection completely surround me and i kept praying but i changed from praying for protection to praying that He would come and take me up and take me out of this world. as i was saying the words asking for Him to take me i started speaking in tongue because Jasmine looked perplexed and i just knew she could not understand me, yet i could understand myself. after that everything went away off of the walls and the feeling of fear left us and we got up and i said “okay everything is better now don’t worry, God is with us” and i backed out the door slowly. right as i go out the door i felt God puling on my head, or pulling my spirit up through my head. i felt like i was floating yet i knew that my feet were on the ground. i was getting light headed and my breath was slowing, then i fell backwards onto the floor and passed out. as i was passed out i saw myself for some reason and i could still feel my spirit being pulled up. in the dream i recognized that i was now laying in my bed. (i don’t know how this happened but i went from passing out on the floor to being in my bed laying on my back with my hands folded over my belly button area) my entire body was electrifying and i felt like i was being pulled from earth. the electricity, the biggest tingling sensation that i have ever felt got more and more intense and the pulling got more intense as my body became rock solid. i could not move any part of my body at all and i was not breathing at all, yet i did not need air. my eyes were also closed this entire time. i felt my spirit in front of me as my body was still tingling like something i have never experienced before and my eyes opened but only under my leads. i saw a bright light, that appeared to me to be such a perfect white. i just stared at it and blinked a couple times while i continued to feel my body tingling (my eyelids never opened while i was blinking, for some reason i could see without my eyes from my body). i thought in my mind that i did not want to open my eyes and see my bedroom surrounding me. i wanted to see heaven so bad so i just stayed like that for a while looking at the white, but Father did not let me see heaven as i waited. so, i thought maybe if i open my eyes for real i will see heaven and actually be gone from this place. i tried to hard to work my physical body. i could not lift my eyelids!!! i just layed there as a stone, body still tingling like nothing i have ever experienced, and i was trying so hard to open my eyes to see. i forgot to mention that my mouth was open this entire time too for some reason but i could not move it either. finally i got my eyelids to open very slowly and what i saw was of course my bedroom. i was disappointed but the sensation was not over. i was still tingling everywhere and i could not move my body at all. my eyes were open and i was looking at my arms and they were folded over my belly button area just as in the dream. i was laying there just experiencing the tingling and the hardness of my body for almost a minute or so, then i could lift my head and i could move my arms and i cried out to God in praise for giving me such an awesome experience. then i cried a bit because i wished it were real!!!

Now in my prosperity I said, “I shall never be moved.” Lord, by Your favor You have made my mountain stand strong. Psalm 30:6-7 You have turned for me my mourning into dancing; You have put off my sackcloth and clothed me with gladness, To the end that my glory may sing praise to You and not be silent. O Lord my God, I will give thanks to You forever. Psalm 30:11-12

yay! i made a breakthrough today!!! i am so happy and have so much praise for God! he gave me my own prayer tongue today. i had been praying for it and was feeling discouraged for the longest time. then, just today, i prayed about it again and started praying aloud and HOW AWESOME IS HE i can do it!!!

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so AWESOME is GOD! i had been praying for a little while for my mom to receive a bible or find the money to afford one. and ta-da today i found out that one of her close friends surprised her with one!

:) i love Him